[Peter Gunz]
you know what they say
God forgives all sins
except suicide
then I guess I'll be a'ight
'cause I ain't gon' kill myself
you know

I was raised atheist, God was a myth
never prayed 'cause I never seen, and I was never with
kneelin' on my knees, just thankin' Jesus
for stuff that I received when I wasn't receivin'
it's like
thanks for the lights that ain't on
thanks for the food that's gone
and my stomach's tight empty
thanks for the clothes that ya sent me
they tight and kids laugh, so I be cuttin' school, a'ight
I wanna thank you for my brother smokin' crack
I also wanna thank you for my cousin gettin' shot in his back
I wanna thank you for my friends that's gone
I mean they all under thirty right, but life goes on
I wanna thank you for my moms being sad
thanks for the house with the swimming pool I never had
I wanna thank you for my Uncle Bill, smart enough to get his PhD
he got HIV
I wanna thank you for my pops, what a joke
work hard all of his life and got nothin' to show
I wanna thank you for the lives that you moved
I also wanna thank you for the cancer that you gave E-Smooth
and I'm sorry my belief is low, can you tell me where to go
heaven or hell, eleven to twelve
and I'm ready when you ready, just tell me don't breath
will you forgive me 'cause I didn't believe?
all I know is that...

[Chorus-Peter Gunz]
when it's my time to go
all I wanna know
am I gonna see him or see you?
give me a clue, tell me what to do
will you open the gates or am I through
forgive me for my negatvie thoughts and all my sins
from what I know now Lord I wish I knew then-ac